Days of Birth

Next week I turn 32 years young and this may be my favorite year yet! In October of last year, I declared in my leadership group that I would be a mother by May 2019. JP and I conceived in November and we are expecting our first baby love this August! I am elated, ecstatic, joyous and so so so much more and I am feeling more in alignment with my true self than ever before. I am getting more and more clear about what it is I believe in, how I want to spend my time, what kind of person I want to continue to grow into, how I love myself, how I love others, and the list goes on and on. It feels like an up-leveling of sorts….like a new found sense of self that I new was there, but I wasn’t able to fully grasp until now. Maybe its hormones? lol. Maybe this little creature growing inside of me is helping me to want to be the most true version of myself because that IS the best version of Nicole. I want them to know the most authentic version of me and grow up knowing exactly who their Mama is and love me for all that I am.

One of the things I loved most as a kid, was my birthday. My mom knew how to throw an amazing party and every year I was counting down the days until my celebration. At some point, there was a shift and I avoided the reception of other people’s love on my birthdays and I noticed this trend so I am mixing it up this year. I am celebrating with family and friends and there will be cupcakes and love and joy and I am excited to soak up ALL the love. I am excited to bring back this joy and love of my day of birth as I prepare for a brand spankin new human’s birth this August. Baby Prim, we will celebrate together from now until forever.

love and light,

Nicole